11 weeks!

Today i am 11 weeks and i feel like shit! Today is also the 17th which means its one month till i get my two teeth pulled which im not very excited about since everything i read says that they cant give me good pain meds so ill feel it and if that's the case just skip shoving the big needle in my mouth in the back where my lower jaw meets the top part of the jaw. i wont lie im scared i hate going to the dentist but i cant really take it any more. Ive also never have had any of my teeth pulled that i can remember so im scared of what it will feel like after with the gaping hole luckily tho they are my molars so its not something anyone can see.

I find it very funny that i could push a baby out with no pain meds and deal with all of that pain but the thought of going to the dentist and having them pull my teeth i cant handle. Im sure that having a baby hurts way more than having your teeth pulled. maybe its the fact that i have to get up at the but crack of dawn when its still dark drive the hour and then some to make it to the 7:45 am appt and try to not vomit all over them or the car on the way there or the way home.

i am very glad that rob will prob be home or have that day off to help me with phoenix. part of me wishes i could stand the taste in my mouth from these two broken teeth so i could just hold off till after the baby and then i could pump for the time i would be on the Valium that they wrote for me to take before i got pregnant to get it done and i could get the full strength of stuff they shoot into the nerves so i didn't feel it. but i cant and i think all the mouth wash i have been using to try to make it till the 17th is just way to much and bad.

okay here is what the baby would like this week if we could get a sneak peek.





















only 203 days left.

Oh i got sooo sick last night i thought i was going to have to go to the hospital to get an iv to make sure i was dehydrated. i got the worst headache ever it felt like my neck was broke it would hurt then go numb and then sharp pains again and my face felt like it had just got hit with a sludge hammer and my ears hurt all the way down deep which felt like i had shoved something sharp into in ear. I also had bad neck pains. we tried everything and nothing was working and then i started vomiting and i couldn't keep anything down and as the hours went on the sicker i got and the more it hurt and the pain was starting to make me vomit as well. rob made me a hot pack with a wet rag and zip lock bag with a min in the microwave. it felt good on my neck but hurt worse everywhere else. My mom told rob to give me some Tylenol and pack my neck and head in ice and see if that helped. 30 mins in i was drinking a little and keeping it down and 3 1/2 hours later we were both out cold.  im still sick today and have been trying some of the same things but i still have not ate cause im scared to vomit and be on a roll again. i have been drinking alot tho and keep that down so maybe if i just hold off a bit longer i will start to feel better all the way.

We are really hoping this is a girl cause if its a boy i dont think i will be doing another baby for a long time longer than this time which by the end is almost 4 years apart. i really want to be popping this baby out already and thats not a good thing cause its way to early but i cant handle being this sick all the time. I thought i had a rought pregnancy with Phoenix but its nothing compared to this one.

I have also been craving mad orange flavor.

 
 
 
 
 
next week i get another ultrasound. should be interesting to see the baby hopefully they will give us another picture to post on here on our little one.